Saturday, August 8, 2009

what I made this evening



I'd been aching to make light golden circles ever since the beginning of last semester, and our gold project. Tonight I finally did, at uni, peace and quiet. 18ct wire in two thicknesses, fused.

The hooks are very delicate and let the weight of the forged gold move when worn, like light, or ripples on water; I thought about something ancient when forming these. I've been also thinking about the phases of the sun, and how they might relate to our psyche, metaphorically. Eclipse, for instance, translates to "I cease to exist."


PS. From timeanddate.com again, today:
Duration of day: 10 hours, 25 minutes (1 minute, 55 seconds longer than yesterday)

Friday, August 7, 2009

Beautiful, difficult

To cut sideways



Incidental still life on the kitchen bench.
I got caught by the shape the white flesh of the pear formed, cut unlike usually.
Everything surrounding was just there, perfect as it was.

Something about the pink and green, and the rotation going through the image.

Also, thinking about form day in day out, it is interesting how the brain finetunes:
The world looks more three dimensional, every shadow becomes a part of a composition, every folded paper floating on the street a sculpture.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

beauty

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Words of a weather

I keep myself in check by regularly referring to a website www.timeanddate.com, section "current time in Melbourne."

This one, single site tells me what time it is, what day it is, and also (this comes in handy from time to time) where I am.

: )

Below the time reads the weather forecast. Recently I've begun to pay attention to it, due to increased time spent outdoors. A surprising place to find poetry, but so it feels.
Today's description, pinpointed to Melbourne Airport (welcome home!) reads:

Scattered showers.
Broken clouds.
Refreshingly cool.

A bit like a blues riff with a optimistic ending.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Back to life

Two months passed by – back from under the ground, having seen the tree roots and spent a little quiet time in darkness. Now, trying to wake up and go on.

It's good to be back, working, creating.
Here's an invite (I designed it as tribute to my newly found love for Melbourne) to our upcoming exhibition, In the City, at the City Library 253 Flinders lane, upstairs gallery.
Opening next Wednesday, August 5.

Click on the invite to get the whole image, also in better quality.
(Haven't worked out how to optimise image import to this blog, sorry.)

Lots of work still to be done ... but we'll get there.

Awwww ...

A few days ago I received a compliment:

"You could so look like Abraham Lincoln if you put on a fake nose."

!

Well, I gathered it was a compliment, as the person said "could" instead of "would".
Thus, something to aspire to.

Weekday gold : )

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Magpie by Luke Davies and Inari Kiuru



Our book is finally out!

Well actually, it came out in May … But with the jewellery and silversmithing work towards the end of semester and all, I'd put this milestone out of my mind : ) But, anyway, here's some info and pics (click on them to see them a lot bigger). Magpie, written by Luke Davies, was my second book for children / young adults. The first? More here.
Taken up by ABC Books who became a part of HarperCollins along the way, Magpie took its shape under the gentle, patient, creative and fearless eyes of Jeanmarie Morosin and Belinda Bolliger, our editors. Luke Davies (the author of Candy which was also made into a film starring the late Heath Ledger; Speed of God, and Totem, to mention a few) poem about his childhood experience in country NSW was one of those ideal texts to illustrate, and I'm very happy about how it turned out, after some years of thinking and life changes which delayed the book. More notes after the illustrations, here's a taste of it:


Childhood Terror

At Minnamurra Avenue. The bush.
The creek. My father and I.
We went to the edge of the falls for revenge,
to find my attacker the magpie.

The afternoon grey, the black bird gone,
my sobbing subsiding. Dad held my hand,
hurled rocks into the empty trees, screamed
at the black bush, ‘Go away!’

I loved him for pretending.



























… and there's more after this, but that shall be left for you to find out! : )


* * *

Luke's notes to the project (as appears at the end of Magpie)

This book is based fairly faithfully on a real event, though the real event involved a magpie attacking a human—that’s me—rather than a puppy dog. I lived on Minnamurra Avenue in Pymble, New South Wales, a small, leafy dead-end street along which ran a burbling creek.
I was building tunnels in a sand pile down the road with a few friends. Gradually they all wandered off, but I was so engrossed in the tunnel-building, I lost track of time—that is, until the first dramatic swoop. Pure terror. The next minute or so was horrifying, adrenalin-filled. The magpie kept attacking, kept swooping, and I had to cover about two hundred metres to my house. I was a blubbering mess by the time I got there. My dad said, ‘Right! We’ll go get that magpie!’

There was a little waterfall in the creek; it was probably only about two metres high—perhaps less! We stood on the edge of the road and threw rocks into the trees. I guess the point of the poem is that I knew the magpie wasn’t necessarily anywhere in sight by now, but that it was my father’s willingness, the action and the love and the pretending, that counted.
The poem was published as ‘Childhood Terror’ (not a great title for a children’s book!) in my book of poems Running with Light. (Thanks must go to Jeanmarie Morosin for recognising that the poem might work for children, in a different format.) Inari Kiuru’s stroke of brilliance was not just to convert father and son into dogs, but to imagine a more epic and extended journey towards love and bonding and trauma receding.


Inari's notes to the project (as written for publicity purposes for HC)

As Luke's poem, Magpie, is quite short and succinct, I knew from the very beginning that creating illustrations would be both very rewarding for the freedom the text allows, and very challenging, for the same reason. My editor Belinda Bolliger and Luke were both very patient and broad-minded throughout the process, and allowed the book to develop through large shifts in stylistic and conceptual ideas.

There is something about how the poem's structure that instantly made me think about a journey. The key trigger was the line "we went to the edge of the falls..." which suggests leaving home and travelling towards something unknown and perhaps also a little scary. The edge of the falls sounds like a place where anything could happen. Also, weather conditions and seasonal changes have always been important to me, and I draw a lot of inspiration from the natural world in my work as a designer, illustrator and jeweller. This is probably a characteristic Finnish quality as well as a purely personal tendency -- Finland is a large country with a small population where everyone comes face to face with the forest and unforgiving seasonal elements, and everyone's lives are tied into seasonal activities from practical reasons alone.

So, the description of "afternoon grey", as the father and son arrive at the falls, allowed me to imagine a whole day of travel, and play with colours which would show the light of a day from dusk to darkness. The notion of a walking for a while brought in the possibility to depict changing landscapes. Later, the journey extended into a longer, more epic trip, and you'll notice that there is quiet rain and scorching sunshine on the pages, too. I think that our moods and activities are somehow connected with the weather, even if very subtly, and the colours of the day are a powerful tool in telling a story.

I regard the golden yellow, vast open landscape as the architypal Aussie spring and summer scene which I wanted to use, in honour of the fact that the poem is a real childhood memory of the author, from semi-rural NSW. I really enjoyed working with earthy textures of the imaginary places that the journey covers. As my technique for this book was half hand-painting (black ink and brush for the character outlines and some details) and half digital, I was able to collect samples of textures from objects and surfaces, scan them in, and then work them in and around the calligraphy outlines. Bark, emery paper, close-up photography and burned clear acetate film were some of the materials I used in the landscapes.

And perhaps most importantly, the development of the images was a personal turning point as a creator of pictures, helping me to find a voice which I think is authentic for me as an illustrator and a story teller:

The father and son were not always going to be dogs. Almost for two years (the process from the beginning to the final book was rather long-winded as I changed states and professions on the way) I sketched a human dad and his young son. But somehow, I couldn't quite find the right expressions for them, and the two male figures on a journey came out too sentimental, figurative or "stiff" each time; they felt too literal and also restricted imagining the surroundings for them.

Then, almost by accident after doing a small, quick sketch of a barking dog, I realised that animals were the perfect answer. There was a palpable power in the bark of this tiny, dark and determined dog I'd just drawn (the original sketch actually became the final dad on the "GO AWAY!"-spread), and the free, almost childlike style of expression felt right immediately. Luke and Belinda also recognised this. I'd always enjoyed drawing caricatures and small strange animal-like figures, and dogs are especially expressive, interesting and rewarding to caricature, offering a chance to use exaggerated proportions, movement and familiar dog-like activities to deepen the narrative. Anyone can identify with an cartoon-like, simplified animal figure, whereas we we often tend to compare ourselves with human characters in search of likeness or difference, with the risk of feeling alienated from the key figures of a story.

The two dogs with their antics and huge size difference (people kept asking "what breed could the mother possibly be – a chihuahua and a stick insect cross was a popular guess) brought out and nourised my surreal bend, and the combination of the mismatched duo in strange landscapes seemed to fit the poem's metaphoric quality perfectly.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

resting, not stuck




In Finland where I grew up, changes in natural seasons were always distinctive. Each year was a cycle of familiar parts with their own rituals, from light filled milky green summers, mosquitos and pine trees, to closed, silent, dark winters with air so cold it sometimes hurt to breathe (but only for a while). In between them the strong, ancient springs and autumns; like sharp cuts of a blade that draw blood, uncompromising contrast in their light and shadow, times strictly about being born and needing to die.

I think each Finn carries these natural cycles in some personal way, our song lyrics, poetry, literature, visual art and every day expression all repeat the collective experience of moving through a year in a certain way. Weather equals our emotional landscape. There is no house, unit, tent or a temporary hut without a thermometer outside the kitchen window. Most of us, regardless of whether we live in a village or in a city, also list "walking in a forest" as a serious, favourite hobby. We all own gum boots. This says something.

15 years in Perth, Western Australia, were about sunlight that can blind and burn, and sudden arrivals of major seasonal periods. In a few days' time, often, it was suddenly another universe. The dry heat of our long summers there, our warm, sand covered salty skins after long afternoons, the eternally blue skies (sometimes I called this the "dull sense of happiness", it could feel like irony at times of sadness, or oppressive, day after day stuck between the ocean and the desert), switching within a week to the damp, green winters that smelled like wood smoke.

As much as I've now realised I grew to deeply love that climate and place, there always was a sense of being a strange animal in a new territory, not able to cling to patterns, familiar plants, trees, scents, predictable changes. A tangible sense of having left one's home. And maybe it was that I never tried hard enough to study the small, new details that help our roots grow and bind us to our new land, as I always thought I would not stay. (It must have been a self-numbing belief that we in WA lacked seasons, and a sign of some kind of "urban alienation"; The Noongar, Indigenous people of South-West Australia, name and recognise SIX definitive times during the year. [see below])

Here in Melbourne, two and a half years of trying to settle, I've caught a glimpse of that seasonal feeling of my childhood again. We have trees with leaves that change colour and fall away, we have dramatic cloudy skies in a constant change, we have warm coloured, tad melancholy autumn light with powdery, dusty air like on Friday afternoon; the last fling of May before giving it up to June, the first month of winter. I sat outside our uni building and enjoyed how the Melbourne blacks (the coats, the minis, the stockings, the hats) looked deeper than ever in that light.

And I wonder if this somehow affects me by bringing up old things of my country left behind -- autumns were always a time of noted change from lightness into deeper waters, and often about a feeling of restlessness, that something is brewing just under the surface, but it's impossible to know what. Sometimes I wondered if this was an age old sense, body strong and independent of our conscious will, of wanting to conceive, just before the darkest time of the year, so that new life would emerge in the beginning of the warmest and most fruitful period. I don't know, but it is the kind of feeling that keeps you awake at night, in a goodbad way, and you wake up exhausted in the morning from a pure strength of emotion. Im there right now.

So, come cool winter after all this, I sometimes long to be resting -- not stuck, not frozen, but resting, and reflecting. I think that soon, I need to curl under the dark soil with mute roots of plants and trees for a while to gain a sense of belonging, and self. Perhaps I need to find a home that is not bound to a place.

IK


PS. 1
A beautiful blog by a Finnish friend, about the seasonal changes in nature, by pictures of her & her family's personal environment:
http://bjorkbacka.blogspot.com


PS 2.
"The Noongar ... have a close connection with the earth and, as a consequence, they divided the year into six distinct seasons that corresponded with moving to different habitats and feeding patterns based on seasonal foods … :

  • Birak (December/January)—Dry and hot. Noongar burned sections of scrubland to force animals into the open for easier hunting.
  • Bunuru (February/March)—Hottest part of the year, with sparse rainfall throughout. Noongar moved to estuaries for fishing.
  • Djeran (April/May)—Cooler weather begins. Fishing continued and bulbs and seeds were collected for food.
  • Makuru (June/July)—Cold fronts that have until now brushed the lower south-west coast begin to cross further north. This is usually the wettest part of the year. Noongar moved inland to hunt, once rains had replenished inland water resources.
  • Djilba (August/September)—Often the coldest part of the year, with clear, cold nights and days, or warmer, rainy and windy periods. As the nights begin to warm up there are more clear, sunny days. Roots were collected and emus, possums and kangaroo were hunted.
  • Kambarang (October/November)—A definite warming trend is accompanied by longer dry periods and fewer cold fronts crossing the coast. The height of the wildflower season. Noongar moved towards the coast where frogs, tortoises and freshwater crayfish were caught."
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noongar)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

when panic looms

Suddenly in a creative rut with no time to wallow (yes, now), I try and remind myself of the golden rule of input and output, tried and tested:

More concentrated thinking and hard work WILL bring the answer. Guaranteed.

Desperation is not helpful, pessimism is not helpful, giving up is certainly not helpful, fear of criticism is just the ego talking, and general panic is the worst. It suffocates free, lateral flow of ideas as well as snuffs out all clear logic.

So.

Just sit down with dedication to spend some time; be methodical; have spurts of creative play in between the linear progress, then mix, and edit the results again. Remind yourself that this in its pure state is what you love, afterall. Keep at it until you arrive at a clue (you will!) – soon it will begin to grow and evolve into something more, enthusiasm will creep up again and start tingling in the back of your legs (or wherever). Before you know it, you're back in the saddle again, having discovered a direction.

Optimism is everything.
Remembering how the process works, by putting in work, at times when you feel nothing is working, helps in being optimistic.

Just had to say this to myself today.
Tomorrow morning, it's a pot of coffee & go go go!




– or, try making your own luck.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

PS. my free beloved rubbish

PS.

6.
Photographing "rubbish" doesn't cost anything.
And, although the same things are there, free and available for every passer by, discovering a small miracle in the gutter (on the wall, by the roadside, under a stone …) always feels very private and very fortunate, unique. It sustains.




an outline for a neck piece …


a sketch for a brooch or pin …



… the beauty of old paper.

brunswick gold 2: my beloved rubbish



Two torn notes found on a garden bed, Albert Street, next to each other.
"Can you m..... the kids?" and "SKELETON!"

The toll free Family Helpline number is...

: )

* * *

There are two things I love to do while walking around: Picking up small discarded objects or natural materials, and documenting the random aesthetic of rubbish, rust and stains and the like, in which I often find immeasurable beauty and unexpected, interesting compositions and forms.

First, regarding "rubbish". What I get from studying it:

1.
Being on a lookout makes a simple walk around the block interesting: you never know what you are going to see or find. It keeps the imagination alive, and regularly moving around the neighbourhood, noticing the people, seasonal changes and happenings also brings a sense of "belonging". Something that I miss (or have always missed).

2.
It makes me concentrate on the here and now. Noticing and closely studying, perhaps then photographing, details of texture, colour and form is one of the best meditations I know. Everything else fades into the background for a while.

3.
The accidental, random clusters and palettes of colour are a source of inspiration which I regularly transform into my work, of designing and creating ornaments, objects, pictures, paintings. This is a good way of coming up with new associations, and breaking a habit of line or form (I tend to produce an alarmingly similar range of shapes over and over if I don't consciously attempt to break away from what my hand is used to).

4.
Somehow, I find that actively looking for detail, colour and form keeps the eye "alert" and helps in developing awareness of composition. I have noticed that often, after an intensive stint of rubbish hunting or object collecting (and then arranging and playing with the findings) I afterwards begin to notice people's faces and gestures, buildings and places, spatial relationships and patterns in a more acute and detailed way, too.

5.
It keeps me optimistic. Getting pleasure from small, abandoned morsels and incidental collisions of ordinary things enforces my core belief regarding life – that negative will always be balanced with positive. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.





















shed, eclipse, silent sand



















"It's in the trees!"


Rubbish no more – now at Saver's shelves.
I want to make a giant neck piece out of these, layers and layers of beautiful curves, luminous layers and something black / red / grey mised into the structure …

PS.
Next / soon about found objects and the joy of arranging them.
In fact, I was thinking I should try and create & document one quick design per day, put together from shapes / objects / bits and pieces I find. Just to keep in the habit of making quick decisions, in order to not forget how to have fun with making, and to train myself to SIMPLIFY things. The daily "pieces" could be just sketches or visual plans, and the format a blog allows could be a good way of keeping track of these "random jewels". Maybe I could then get to make them into real pieces a bit later. Yay.
- IK

brunswick gold 1

Dawson Street.
This is our local barber shop.
Every morning I glance their window from the tram.
Every morning, I look again.


The sign that the council approved.


The window.
Men's haircut $17.


The head.





But wait.


Above the head:
Elvis getting an army haircut.
A rasta beanie with full length fake locks.

I hear Ruffino's does a reasonable cut.


PS. Right next door, our local deli:


Summer's gone (but I'm still here)…?

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

it must be the golden cough syrup …



… that's keeping me awake!
2.30 am.
Greetings from Brunswick.

PS. Posted at 11.20 pm??
I knew there was a catch in setting the blog into Pacific time!